Think! Think! Think!

I never practiced writing a diary. this is my first attempt of such kind. I started this out of realization that I’m losing many days or in fact millions of seconds from my memory. Probably I am materializing my memories. Because of my engineering background I may sound technical or sometimes statistical, nevertheless I would like to carry the importance of literature I’ve been learning. In this case I’ll be playing a safe game as my literature is not flawless.

Few years ago, I never felt the necessity or imagined to maintain a record of moments I spend. In fact my world was small, not many desires, never seen a failure, in an academic world, also the life I’ve lived is short. It was possible for me to remember most them. As I gain numbers, things are changing. Desire to establish identity, longing for love, seeing the tint of failure, increasing field, I find more and more to explore.

I write this for more reasons. I committed umpteen sins in my short life. I realize ! I repent! I warn myself not to commit it again. But I am afraid! I do not know how strong is my heart! Also, how long can I hold a promise? Daily I encounter a world where things go against my principles. In the beginning I kept my self away from glancing them. Afraid! Today, I can comfortably stare them. Of course, I don’t appreciate their deeds even today. In the course of life things are becoming more and more obvious. I may be a victim of irregularity. This shouldn’t sound philosophical rather I must say it is psychology, My Psychology.

At the age of 30 I shall see my self as a better person. This daily record is an exercise which should work for me. Previous day lessons are going to be today’s cleanser.

At last my aim is to understand better. I need a better definition of life, track the emotions, develop proper culture, live a social life, .. .. .. and give my best !

Hello!!!

Hi .. .

I am Raghav R. I am a  chemical engineering student.

Before I start blogging I’d like to introduce myself to blogger world. I’m a novice blogger. Never done personal blogging. Have knowledge of painting and designing. Not good at outdoor games. I enjoy playing Foos ball. I spend my time designing websites, using facebook applications. Interested in human psychology and philosophy.

Things I would like to see in my near future are better academic profile, better relations, love. Regarding love I’ve some reservations. I am in need of some one who can just wipe away all my frustrations with an honest smile. I simply need a girl who loves me.

I’ve come here to start a new journey. All along the journey I’m going to be simple. This is going to be a public diary. I can comfortably say it public because it will reflect my environment also. I am not here to write the essence of life which I’ve lived. That’s very small. I am just 20 years old. This is going to be a record of the life which I am about to live.

Like anyone I am also passionate about success and love. Righteousness and honesty are parts of the lyrics of my life hymn.

Let me start the journey . . .